2:45 PM - Escalating anger at my 8 hour final exam. Considering screaming "I hate everything!" at the top of my lungs. Restrain myself based on the fact that this is (shockingly) frowned upon in the library.
3:13 PM - Still at work, still haven't eaten. Beginning to consider slamming forehead into text books in an attempt at forced osmosis.
3:16 PM - Momentary reflection on the fact that the weather has obviously chosen to mimic my mood today. Am pleased by this. Consider downing 4 advil in an attempt to make everything function better (that's a thing, right?). Discard idea because it involves going up to my locker, which may cause me to not return.
3:18 PM - Realize for the first time today that I managed to pick the only broken chair at this table. Become unreasonably irritated. Mentally curse out stupid, backstabbing, traitor chair that is set for a person much taller than myself.
3:20 PM - Gain back some semblance of sanity, realize that I just wasted 10 precious minutes in a sneaky hate spiral for no reason. Force self back to the preparation of horrid, tiny-print outline.
3:35 PM - See picture from Starbucks saying "Rekindle the joy." Immediately mentally respond with "No, that's no longer possible."
3:46 PM - Begin checking tumblrs to make sure I'm not the only one slowly losing my mind. Am reassured, but pissed off at self for successfully destroying what could have been 6 productive minutes. Secretly judge self to be a failure in this moment.
4:18 PM - Realize that I'm deeply technology challenged, because it took 10 full minutes to figure out how the hell to add a gif to this thing. Give up on blogging for the day.
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